SARANGHAE.. ♥

Because it’s my heart that’s not working
I can’t send you like this, why?
Even if it looks shaky and risky, I can’t do anything to hold you back, why?
I love you, I don’t
I only look at you

I can only hold my breath and watch you
I can only do that because I feel that you’ll shatter
You’re looking at me, you’re not looking at me
You’re looking, you’re hurting

Stay here, I’ll keep requesting it, I’ll do better,
I’ll give you more, because I still can’t send you off
I, I need to live, I, I need to endure, I, I since it’ll stop soon
You need to be there for it to be paradise
This is paradise where I locked you up against your will
A sad paradise where you can’t leave even when your awake
A paradise where we can be together forever

I, who always filled up my nights with you.
Yeah, it’s time to fill up my body,
that was a night with your arms wrapped around, your breath rising sharply
This is the best paradise
I’ll hold you a bit more, I’ll look at you more more more, until my heart stops

I, I need you, I, I even without you, I, I really need you now

I’m strange- I’m good at one thing
Living as I wait
I’m very strange- I don’t do one thing
I don’t hate you after you left

I spend the whole night in front of your house
I close my two eyes and think of you
I take out our memories and count them
As I shed tears

You told me several times
You said you’d love me till you die
I was deceived by that beautiful lie
I still, still can’t forget you
Let me love you- come back this very moment
Girl I want you- more than anyone
I miss you, I can’t forget you for a single day

Drip, drip, drip, the tears drop
It feels like only this seat is raining
As always, I’m hurting alone

When I turn around I see the smiling face.
The face that is always there, behind me.
This dizzy feeling keeps me up at night.
Traces of you keep me crying again.

Tell me now, how was I wrong?
Tell me now, was I lacking?

I really desired you like crazy.
I always prayed that I could see you again.
I feel as though I will die like this.
Can’t you be the one coming to me now.
Please.

I told myself I’d be fine alone.
That I could do well without you.
I tell myself this as I try to force myself to sleep.
But all I can think of are the way you speak and look.
Can’t you be the one coming to me now?
Please.
Please.